day 1-what a start!

goals
to be determine tmrw as we would take our weight and measurements down,but i kinda already have an idea..so yea..tmrw =p

diet
skipped breakfast cause i was rushing to college (again) i talked oo much with chikiru -_-"
lunch was at Pancake House,Pyramid..i think i went overboard on carbs and stuff..i had iced lemon tea,one bowl of soup,spagetthi and sandwhiches and a quarter of a caramel banana (fruits!) walnut pancake.i know this is a bad start but haha i can't help it...out with friends..but but i refuse to eat the swiss chocolate candies from dme and a tiramisu candy from minyi..so gimme some stars!=D
and then i had some rice,meat,brocolli and ABC soup for dinner.
and i think i'm hungry now =(

exercise
i thought i was gonna die out there..at one point,i actually felt my legs giving way and my heart popping out..went jogging around the field near my house and as i jogged i looked around the jogging trail at the others who are there...and try to think what motivates them..well,it's not very motivating when everyone keeps cutting you -_-"

the older men and women..whom i'll call the "oldies"..their reason for jogging as though their life depends on it..is probably cause they're life really depends on it..good health=long life=seeing children/grandchildren getting married

the younger ones..whom i'll call the hotguns..so fired up..running as though they're training for something..mayb a hobby?what's on their mind?"i so want to impress that hot chic in school!"

me?mind says "die die..cannot cannot..how come praps catching up with me??" (after 5 mins)...."oh no..the assignment must be some sick joke..oh my goodness!the old woman passed me AGAIN!" (after 15 mins) "come cassie run!run cassie you can do it..." (after 20 mins) "must get married by 25..must get married by 25" (after 23 mins) *looks at watch* "yes!18:17 exactly 30 mins di..can go home..wee can go home!!!"

ppl start off being "gung-ho" and all...look at me..LOOK AT ME..*sob sob*

p/s:i turn down bro john's shogun invitation *claps claps*

give me some motivation?

pics of what i eat here